• That’s the only slurpee brand we have here, psht. I’m dying.
• I hate this weather.
• Too fucking hot.
• I can’t watch the BAFTA and it’s better if I don’t.
• Because if Joe doesn’t win I’ll die.
• And I’m doing laundry and dishes and.
• ;flips a table;
• My week was amazing and my boyfriend is the very best human being there has ever been.
• And now.
• Now I’m having a staring constest with puppy.
• What is life?

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Sleep never comes easily for me. Every time I try to get some sleep I end up laying in bed for a good two or three hours before I can actually sleep - no distractions, nothing that keeps me from sleeping other than the fact that I can’t seem to fall asleep. I’m restless, I roll around and have a very hard time finding a comfortable position; suddenly they’re all uncomfortable and wow. I really want to be tired. I’m tired most of the day and I try to take naps but it never really works so I end up just tossing around in bed for a while before I decide to call it quits. Some nights I think I’ve mastered a way of falling asleep because I’m so focused on falling asleep I actually do - but when I try it the next time around it doesn’t work. It never works for long. I can’t be medicated because I’m terribly afraid of any sort of medication (past experiences) and I usually have to be force-fed when taking meds for any sort of illness. Sleeping pills are out of the question. Wow. I really want to be tired, I need to sleep. I run around with less than five hours of sleep and I really need it. I want to be tired. Goodnight.

posted 4 weeks ago / 0 notes / reblog

• I love to roleplay
• Seriously, why hadn’t I tried Tumblr RPing before?
• I may drop Dirk because I can’t adjust to him I dropped him :’D I started playing Floyd instead and asdfghjkl it’s so much more fun.
• But Elle! I may just have already found a perfect ship for her she’s so cute oh gee D:
• And Sirius is a success. I’m not exactly brilliant for the role but dayumn people are having a blast with him so I’ll assume I’m pretty good.
• So I’ll try to queue stuff here
• No promises though
• Kiss, kiss

posted 1 month ago / 0 notes / reblog

• I hadn’t had so much fun roleplaying in a while.
• I’ve grown so fond of Elle in no time omg I love playing her.
• Dirk is a tricky one because I can’t act like a Ravenclaw but omg I just want to squeeze my own cheeks half the time I’m so cute he’s so cute.
• I had never been so praised about my Sirius ; u ; people LOVE him.
• I love roleplaying with people who actually know how to do it so. much.
• I’ve been neglecting this blog and my queue is empty
• YOLO

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I’m sorry about totally sucking tonight, already broke two 50+ streaks and keep drawing stick people * n * just not feeling well. Trying to draw quality stuff in a shitty mood doesn’t work ; n ;

posted 2 months ago / 1 note / reblog

I don’t want it to, for some reason.

Today I took the final step of abandoning the Lifestyle I used to belong to and call ‘mine’. I will not go into details regarding that but it’s been very hard for me and I’m very happy to have my boyfriend’s love and support through it all. It’s been a relatively rough couple of past months but today I finally did it - I unfollowed all the blogs that were closely attached to said Lifestyle and even deleted my own blog regarding it. It’s a tad sad, but in all honesty… I’m at ease. It was necessary, and I’m happy. That is all.

Kiss kiss.

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And come to think of it, it’s fucking fabulous.

If you remember this post, I was seriously losing it and needed some sort of time out or refreshing. Seriously, just… it all happened in the span of a few months, only three or so. And yet, I was totally losing my mind.

My brother and sister in law lived here for the worst three months on Earth. No privacy, sticking to their schedules, sleeping on the freaking floor, having my entire wardrobe reduced to a perch and two 15”x15” drawers… seriously. It was like I had moved in instead of them. Squib? He wasn’t even allowed to sleep in my room. Yes. My hamster wasn’t allowed in my room. The hell.

Oh, need I remind you of Coco. Well, the entire and tortuously short week she lived with me, they got their panties up in a bunch and slept on the living room feigning outrage. Yes. I brought a dog home and they were offended and got angry at me. What on Earth, people?! As soon as Coco passed away, they twirled back into the room like nothing happened - I was back on the sleeping on the floor routine. I don’t even…

See, I just can’t fathom how my family’s minds work. Apparently I’m all wrong for having a common sense that appeals to me saying none of that was fair and that I had to speak up and reclaim some of my human rights. Yes, totally wrong and it was just outrageous how I asked for some dignity. 

LET US SET THAT ASIDE. It’s been a week that they’ve been gone. Yes. A week. On Monday or so, my brother argued with my mom (a two phrase argument, need I say) and my sister in law took that as a prompt to say how she was tired of having to share, how she had lost her privacy and how it wasn’t fair for her to have to live here and share. THE FUCK MAN?! I won’t even get into that (I was throwing out my guts on the bathroom, burning up and sick as could be while they raged on), but as soon as I recovered some consciousness I could see them pack their bags and leave. Emptiness all over. My dresser, my drawers, my closet, my bathroom… all empty. All mine again.

I can’t even begin to express how happy I was. Feeling bad? Missing them? Nigga, you wish. I’m glad they left. Sure, I come off as a total bitch and I should have more tact and be compassionate and BULL. SHIT. I have what’s mine again, I get to stay up as late as I freaking want to, I get to bring over whoever I want to - hell, I’m able to strut around my room naked if it tickles my fancy. Should I feel bad? Nuh-huh.

It’s come down to the point where they’ll just visit on Sundays as they used to do, and… well, I guess I shouldn’t complain. They are my family after all, right? Pff. I used to hate Sundays, they meant I’d be picked on and harassed all day long by both my siblings and my sister in law, have my parents just sit around and do nothing while I’m downright bullied by those maggot-headed idiots. And you know what? I’m fine with it. Hell if I am. It’s just now I see it as one of those ‘just wait and see’ scenarios where I get to rub in their faces how I lead an epic, successful life and laugh at them when they need me.

I guess that makes me a bitch, but fuck it. I’ll be a happy bitch, a really happy one.

posted 6 months ago / 0 notes / reblog

And nerve-wrecking, don’t forget nerve-wrecking. After I wrote that post for you guys about the puppy I was aiming to adopt, I found another one that’s older (ten months) and looking for a home as well. I fell in love instantly and emailed her care-taker. I got an email just the next morning (yesterday) with the adoption form attached and had to go through the thirteen pages, answering each and every question consciously.

You know what sucks? Waiting. I’m very nervous my answers were not good enough or that she won’t like my home if and when they decide to drop by in order to check it’s appropriate for the dog… Gosh. I’m loosing it. I’m in love with the puppy and I’m just going nuts waiting for a response!

I don’t want to jinx it and show her to you guys just yet… it’s kind of a weird me thing, I guess. I’ll just have you know she’s an almost pure white chihuahua x terrier mix, ten months old and I’ve already got a name for her… hell, I’ve already ordered her tag with all my info and hers! I just want her so bad and hope her care-takers deem my home suitable for her… all good wishes appreciated. Greatly appreciated!

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But I need to share this. So I deactivated my FB account for a while because… well, it’s just too boring to actually keep track of :’D Today I had to re-activate it to look through some tattoo shops that have their catalogue on their page and etc when I found this.

She’s so completely and utterly adorable! She’s 2 months old and up for adoption, and you guys know how badly I want a puppy and how sad I was after my little Coco passed away… so I emailed the girl who rescued her (she was a stray, rescued with her brother but he didn’t make it) and hopefully she’ll agree to interview me so I can adopt her and - squeal~! I’m just so nervous! I really hope she’ll let me take her with me because seriously. DAT FACE. Just look at her, she’s so UGH I want to cuddle the life out of her forever and then some > w <

So guyze. Wish me luck, I seriously need it. I want her so badly and I had never waited for an email so anxiously before in my life haha it’s actually taking away my sleep :’D Mew, last text post for a while I hope! 

posted 6 months ago / Notes / reblog

Sometime this coming January, just after I get into the golden twenties (December 31st) and I’m having a hard time choosing just what I want to get done.

I had this in mind, for it’s an idea I’ve played with forever but I wanted to wait until I turned twenty in order to get tattooed. Why? I’ve no idea, I just wanted to be twenty. Lol. So there, I’m sure of one of the tats I want to get done that will be the size of a dime on the back of my neck and you needn’t know what it will be (lol) and I’m almost sure I want to get Avenged Sevenfold’s deathbat on my lower back, but then again… Am I really sure?

I know I don’t want to be covered in tattoos, nor have twenty sprinkled all over my being, but I do want to get a few things done and I’m almost certain I want the deathbat to be my first. Whaaat do you think, hm?

posted 6 months ago / 3 notes / reblog

And I’m here thinking a message isn’t enough. I’m sorry if I didn’t send you a message when you began following me - I usually thank people that way. If I didn’t… I was either drunk or just didn’t notice ;D

So back to where we were. I realize for some people Tumblr is just like whatevz rebwog forever and that’s it - and that’s totally cool. Your e-space, you do whatever you want of it, you know? That aside, Tumblr definitely isn’t that for me.

I blog about my personal life, I meet new people I normally wouldn’t talk to (honestly, I’m just too antisocial to give a hell about anyone 99% of the time), I post my ever-growing and eternal wishlist… Tumblr is pretty much part of my life.

Most of you don’t know much else about me other than what I post here, do you? Most of you don’t even know I actually run 3 other blogs besides my main and one of them isn’t nearly as SFW as my already saucy main blog. Most of you know my name and not much else… and I think that’s the beauty of Tumblr.

I can just sit here and blog for 100 strangers and know you’ll like all this crap enough to reblog it, like it and send asks every now and then and I quite love that.

So thank you, 114 followers. I love each and every of you, I swear. Seeing your reblogs, likes and messages makes my day all week long.

And why thank you, I’m slightly drunk. xx

posted 6 months ago / 0 notes / reblog